My audience

Dear Audience,

I am really grateful to have you.
Please forgive my broken english. As I just key in without looking through for error and without disgusting it properly. But I believe you still understand what I am writing right! =p

Why I start of with this is because my Sister is one of my audience! She came back and told me I inspired her to start a blog too! That is good news too.

Alright. Now here my Sharing.

I realize I had spent more than a month doing what I do not think I should do. I am now not spending, and earning very little! I am just staying a home rotting and staring in the blank! Well, I had slowly stepping out of my room of the blank space.

Why slowly? It is because I decided to take it slowly as I am taking this moment to enjoy what I have around me. If I were to start working, the time that I spend for my family will be even lesser. After my granny went to the hospital, I realize things will be very different without her. How long will she be with me? What can I do for her to make her feel living in this world is worthwhile! What she had given me, is something that can never so easily be replace. Why is that so! It is just the heart to heart relationship that we had.

For the past days, I had push her out of house and we went suntan near by. And today, I brought her to Pioneer Mall and she saw clothing that she could wear. I was with some fear as I know that if she were to buy, she will still have problem with the fitting of the clothing. That is additional problem. After that, we went to MacDonald and I had my breakfast. Then pushes her with her Mercedes to near by neighborhood and end the trip. For the whole trip I had never get her to spend. Cause the amount that she spend on me is always more than what I can spend for her.

When I am at home, I realize that I always keep sway with other projects instead of studying. My projects is kind of worries for me. And I just send email getting people to work and I just coordinate them. And I realize after I put on hold with my Financial adviser job I started to step back with what I had done. No more revision!! I need to start.

Feel so glad that I done what I need to do. I must treasure every moment that I have. And never forget, I still need to fulfill what I want!

Thank you.

Study inspiration

I am a marker! Guess this is the first time in a major parade. I have being trying to stay as positive as I could no matter how bright the sun was, how long is the training and the number of re-do I did. Well, it is just the matter of want or not.

After the long hour of training, we were given a privilege to book in back camp the next day before 1pm. And off we go for the night out.

Wen wei, Louis yeo and I went to eat subway for dinner then head to mac Donald and I drink tea. I share with them about my worries for study.

1) I had missed out chances in applying into local University, it is really a waste and I might not be able to enter even I apply.
2) English result was done badly during O level exam. Will always feel that University would not want me due to my result. Even apply to moe, it will be hard. And furthermore, John Goh with GPA of 3.5 also cannot get in. Don't expect I can.
3) Apply degree from informatics academy. Will it be recognize? How well will it be? How will we learn? Will I be hardworking enough and get a first class honour? Does this certification accepted by most MNC and government sector? Will I be working in that line?
4) Study at UniSIM for IT (ERP). Which take 4 years to complete. Waste time and will it be a problem to find a job related? Or will I be working as that?

All these make me a headache. Well, I should be very happy. In my life in NS, I was being inspired by my friends. Some was doing revision for their uni, reading book and newspaper, the will power of getting their work done. It trigger me everytime! I will start to question myself... What make them carry on working or reading? What is the urges that keep thek burning? Why I cannot? What stop me from doing so? Kind of say when I were to compare.

I am very lucky to have friends who actually share with me their way of doing and as what Louis said, it is all about discipline. Well, I think they are someone I should think of when I start procrastinate! Hope I can do my best. Thank you.

Evaluation on My blog

Seriously, I am quite satify with my performance for being so enthu in blogging. I kind of enjoy with what I am doing whenever I can post my thoughts and comments.

I have to admit something. When I post, I tend to procrastinate and hold back some information. Cause I somehow just do not know how to organise my thoughts and put it down here. Also, my ang moh dame chui! And I did not make the effort to read through it and check whether is the post sound right or whether link to what I gonna share. I just don't bother.

So readers, do look through and feel free to comment. If I wrote out of point, or you do not understand what am I writing, do smack me!

To think about it, this post also suppose to link to things around the world. I.e. Singapore flooding issue, change of parliament, etc. I do not see myself posting anything relating these issue. It was kind of waste.

Well, hope I can get more time and improve what I all the while wish to! Hope there will be more readers and more friends can find my blog interesting.

Thank you.