I am a marker! Guess this is the first time in a major parade. I have being trying to stay as positive as I could no matter how bright the sun was, how long is the training and the number of re-do I did. Well, it is just the matter of want or not.
After the long hour of training, we were given a privilege to book in back camp the next day before 1pm. And off we go for the night out.
Wen wei, Louis yeo and I went to eat subway for dinner then head to mac Donald and I drink tea. I share with them about my worries for study.
1) I had missed out chances in applying into local University, it is really a waste and I might not be able to enter even I apply.
2) English result was done badly during O level exam. Will always feel that University would not want me due to my result. Even apply to moe, it will be hard. And furthermore, John Goh with GPA of 3.5 also cannot get in. Don't expect I can.
3) Apply degree from informatics academy. Will it be recognize? How well will it be? How will we learn? Will I be hardworking enough and get a first class honour? Does this certification accepted by most MNC and government sector? Will I be working in that line?
4) Study at UniSIM for IT (ERP). Which take 4 years to complete. Waste time and will it be a problem to find a job related? Or will I be working as that?
All these make me a headache. Well, I should be very happy. In my life in NS, I was being inspired by my friends. Some was doing revision for their uni, reading book and newspaper, the will power of getting their work done. It trigger me everytime! I will start to question myself... What make them carry on working or reading? What is the urges that keep thek burning? Why I cannot? What stop me from doing so? Kind of say when I were to compare.
I am very lucky to have friends who actually share with me their way of doing and as what Louis said, it is all about discipline. Well, I think they are someone I should think of when I start procrastinate! Hope I can do my best. Thank you.
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