My audience

Dear Audience,

I am really grateful to have you.
Please forgive my broken english. As I just key in without looking through for error and without disgusting it properly. But I believe you still understand what I am writing right! =p

Why I start of with this is because my Sister is one of my audience! She came back and told me I inspired her to start a blog too! That is good news too.

Alright. Now here my Sharing.

I realize I had spent more than a month doing what I do not think I should do. I am now not spending, and earning very little! I am just staying a home rotting and staring in the blank! Well, I had slowly stepping out of my room of the blank space.

Why slowly? It is because I decided to take it slowly as I am taking this moment to enjoy what I have around me. If I were to start working, the time that I spend for my family will be even lesser. After my granny went to the hospital, I realize things will be very different without her. How long will she be with me? What can I do for her to make her feel living in this world is worthwhile! What she had given me, is something that can never so easily be replace. Why is that so! It is just the heart to heart relationship that we had.

For the past days, I had push her out of house and we went suntan near by. And today, I brought her to Pioneer Mall and she saw clothing that she could wear. I was with some fear as I know that if she were to buy, she will still have problem with the fitting of the clothing. That is additional problem. After that, we went to MacDonald and I had my breakfast. Then pushes her with her Mercedes to near by neighborhood and end the trip. For the whole trip I had never get her to spend. Cause the amount that she spend on me is always more than what I can spend for her.

When I am at home, I realize that I always keep sway with other projects instead of studying. My projects is kind of worries for me. And I just send email getting people to work and I just coordinate them. And I realize after I put on hold with my Financial adviser job I started to step back with what I had done. No more revision!! I need to start.

Feel so glad that I done what I need to do. I must treasure every moment that I have. And never forget, I still need to fulfill what I want!

Thank you.