Thursday, 28 July 2011

I feel the pain.

What happen to your family when you have health problem? How worried are they towards you? They will be so worried till affected their daily routine. If they don't, this might be the reason why you are lack of family love.

I remember there was once I had gastric problem and I was in a very painful and disperse for cure situation. I had just taken the medication that was given by doctor. But that does not help. I could only scream and shout to ignore the pain. While I am doing it, people around me were just crying in their heart, feel the pain for me. I am so selfish and keep inisist that they do not understand how I am feeling.

And now, my mum was feeling pain and she did not show it. And not later, my siblings told me that she need to go for minor operation. As a child of hers, I started to feel worried. Eventhough I dun physically see her pain but I can feel her worried and fear. On the other hand, my dad also feel burden with the problem.

Now my family face difficulities, as a son what can I do? I am not financial stable and I still rely on them alot. I am workaholic keep busying outside activities. And this time round, I have to contribute back and start to take up responsibilities. Well, these are just my anger words. But putting into reality is something I need to work on.

What have I done??

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