Young family

I was walking to pionner mrt and saw two young family. What I mean is young couple with a newly born baby. They were push the baby trolley.

What come to my mind was basically envy them. I just wish that I can have my own family soon. At least I can process to another phase of life. Why so fast? Not fast already. If we were to calculate and really have a fruitful and meaningful life, we have to start when we are still young.

When we older, our kids might be too young to join you for any happening activities. Ended up he or she will have to spend most of their time sitting beside the bed and pray for you. How much meaningful and memoriable experience you both have? On the other hand,if you are much younger, and you son or daughter are big enough and they get you involve in what ever youth experience and adventurous activities and you are still fit and strong to participate. Isn't that good?

But can we? Singapore got too many people are bounded with worries. Education, money, married, parents, housing, kids, etc. So how?

Religion

What is the things that make us trust and have faith with things that we are doing? Who is the person that we speak to when we are in difficulities while no one on earth can help? Who can be our pilliar forever?

I don't have the answer. But current thought is I, me, myself! But I still believe spritual support even thought I did not have any prove to prove its existence but I had encounter spritual support. I guess due to multi racial country, we are being expose to different believe and reasons to convince us what and who to be.
But ultimately is all our choice in life and decision we make.

Which religion teach bad or inhuman act to people? All rules and regulations are set by people, the society. Rules could just be set cause one who do not like a particular thing and others saw it and they follow without knowing why. So is that how life going to be without trying and making a different in life?

The actual life

I was shared by a friend regarding his job. He told me that after making the decision to take up the job, he find that he cannot be who he is. But overall, he have no choice but just to carry on with the unnatural self to work.

There was once when I am heading back from my life saving refresher workshop, I saw one of my friend who work in similar field who used to be my instructor was with his daughter. During the time he was my trainer, he just kind of give up and accept the fact that he have to guide the trainees. So the way he conduct was just doing for the sick of doing it. And compare to the moment that he communicate with his daughter was really a loving dad and can see the different in how committed or passionated to the thing we feel is worth investing. Well, maybe not invest but more like belonging to us.

Having a job not doing it like what we are are really tough. There are so many restriction, too many needs and wants that we want to fulfill are things that make us what we are and what we think. But ultimately, it lies in our hand. What make us feel that way? Is the society? Is our love ones? Do be positive, have a open mind which does help to be more giving and commit. People that I see are those who work to fulfill their needs, after stable, they will strive for wants.  That life!