It is a waste for a day...

Wake up at 10plus in the morning. That was so late from what I had planned! I have no ideas why, I just did nothing the whole day. Play with my niece, watch video on phone!

The only point I feel energize is only I left my house and went for a swim. This is my second time! Not bad! Gonna keep this habit. After which, I got home, prepare my stuff and didn't study!! Just wasted my time and waiting for time up for me to go Senja for second round of swim!

Reached, and ask Senja why my Night cycling banner is not up yet! And head for swim! Today training is backstroke! Thought gonna die. But I manage to finish and even more!
It was a good swim indeed.

After swim, Lestes, WeiJie and I went pioneer coffeeshop for supper. I had a bowl of porridge. It is nice!
Reached home, bath and do nothing.
It is really a waste that I am unable to fulfill what I need to do!

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17.11.11 - A more productive day

I wake up pretty later than usual, started working on night cycling event. Completed writing last Sunday meeting minutes. Had approval from Pearlie that the road had officially for use. Went for a swim and distribute Yakult.

Yes. Sound good. But think I can be better. I had miss out studying, booking of my test, do my reading. And swim in the morning. Shall work on it tomorrow.

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15 November: 5th M9 test

Yahoo! I FAILED AGAIN
It is not the first paper that I took more than 4 times. M5 I managed to pass on the 5th. And now, M9 I have to take the sixth attempt.
I am not giving up. But guess I need a break from it.

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A wake up call

Wake up! Wake up!
Today I had spend a few hours studying and working on my project stuff. Eventually, I feel that I did not really study.
I always had a heavy heartfelt feeling about what I want to work as. It is also confusing and hard to explain feeling whenever thought of it.

Today, WeiDe actually said out a potion of what my heart is feeling which I keep escaping or avoiding it. I don't dare to face it.

When my friends or relatives asked me what am I doing now after my NS, I will tell them swimming instructor. Now also training to be a financial advisor. I am not confident with what I said. Afraid to say what I actually doing. There is fear in me. And I disappoint myself.

It is too late that I was not given a chance to work in Warren. But nevertheless, I need to get a job first to stable my financial first. Also, if I am manage to pass my test, I still have to find some job to cover my lost for the first few month of career first.

Anyway, thank you WeiDe for enlighten me.

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Things will never be forever

While I am waiting for WeiJie to pick me up from lakeside for coaching, I saw this old man keep shaking the bicycle rack which was newly build.
It is build so nicely and new but there will always someone itchy hand to destory it. It might not be what I see. But I believe if is not this old man, sure there will be someone doing it too. Hence, I am not surprise about stuff build by governmmet is spoiled.
Hope there will be more consider people in this world.

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A wonderful gathering with RSTA

Current situation I might be tipsy. But I am able to control my mind. I believe my mind power are quite strong.

Anyway, just dismissed from a Thailand pub. Drink quite alot and pretty fast. Before that, we had steamboat session at lai lai steamboat place. Didn't eat much as I don't feel like eating steamboat. It is a good reunion session after 4 months of ORD! Its bring back our 1 year 10 months days. But they key topic is always fishy and muscle!

It is a good catch up about our life. But ultimately, we do havr fun.

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A meaningful life failure!

Kenny Thank you

I am not trying to compare with Kenny. Instead I am actually envy about how he preceive his life! We actually finish off our conversion by saying "Wao! Enjoy life!"

We struggle to survive, we keep stressing about our goals! That too much for us to work on. And even to think of how to relax also make us feel trouble too! Hence, I was enlightened by Kenny to be carefree and enjoy life! No need to run just walk.

I actually failed my M9 test today. But I do not know why I feel nothing when I submit my result. And after leaving the room, my heart felt heavy. It is only I saw Kenny, I started to lighten myself. No hurry. No wonder. Just do it or not!

Therefore, I concluded that it is a meaningful failure to let me open my heart.

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人不可貌像，海水不可斗量

今天一早起床就想起那位帮我妈妈代体的女司就给了我这对成语。
后来，就想起伟德的遭遇。 真是令人害怕!
来! 让我从妈妈的事说起。那为女司看起来很热情又很会说话。而到了顾客的眼里，她的态度服务很差也没用心去服务顾客。搞得有些顾客也吓走了。
而伟德的遭遇真是人心难测。说到来也是多年的好朋友，公司一到了破落的时候那人赶紧逃之夭夭。流了一屁股宰而一走了之，真不付责任。

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Blur saturday

Was pretty early to wake up and feeling energies. Laying on granny bed just to wait for her to be ready from bathroom.

Drank a cup of milk, take whatever medication or tonic that she had prepared for me every morning. Then, well prepared and ready to go!

On my way to MRT, I saw bus 257 which will lead to the MRT that I am heading. Hence I just ran to the bus stop before I miss it. After boarding the packed bus, I just cannot remember to scan my ezlink to make my payment. And with my music on, I just lazy to bother what happen around me. Until I looked at the driver shouting at me!

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