First supper!

My very first supper had given to Jurong Green YEC man! The first friend jio kind of supper, the first non work related supper, the first driving supper! I am really fortunate to meet these group of friends! Thank you.

We met at 11.30pm at jurong spring community club and head down to Jalan Bersah area to have dim sum at sum chun. It is damn nice! Operating time is from 6pm to 10am. I promise! Once I earn more than 3k, I will bring my parents down to eat!

Once again, Thank you Tiong hian, Desmond, Xin yu and Eddy for the wonderful trip! Shall see you guy one more time before new year!

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I want to make full use of every minutes and seconds!

Who take the control? Yourself or the time? Now I am slowly gaining control of the time. I am building a large pail to hold the water. Now I am just using a leaf to hold whatever I can.

I had wasted my money and time for the past 4 to 5 months! I cannot take it! And now I foresee to spend another 2 to 3 months to start up my career. Should i? No matter how, I have to move on with YES! I should!

Why!? It is because I have not started working and not yet trying out and I just give up! I am not going to be this! And that's not me! What make me so upset is because I am afraid! Nah! Stupid excuse! The problem lied on me!
1) Focus- I wanted to study but was always prefer to work on other things when it is so instant. I saw my niece so cute, got attracted to her.
2) Discipline- When ever I want to start studying, I keep running around busy finding entertainment, just do not keep my ass still and take the book start studying.
3) Lack of company- Yes! I found a Kaki but seem like our plans is different. Wonder what he actually thinking.
4) Lack of linkage- I am unable to see in the normal business process and I do not link to anything that I am doing at home. If I go office, what they said might create a link for me to understand. Mmm.. Maybe I really should go office!
5) Sense of urgency!- I did sense it but do not know why I just don't want to push myself and see it a point! I got to gear up! Stop whinning! Start working!

Hopefully what I had key in today will come in handy! Everything is to put my first step out! And play by ear after that! I have to start sailing and I believe, 船到桥头之然值!

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Infant baby class!

23 Dec 2011: My sister brought Baby Angie to swimming pool to play and fifth aunt brought her Joshua who she baby sit too. We head down to condo parc ossis which we do not know any of the residents.

When playing with them. I concluded that I have not being coaching learn to swim and somehow had lost touch with it.

I had miss out the basic fundamental key which is to have fun and more games to engage them. I am just so serious with what a beginner should do to go straight to build their strokes. So, chill bro! Make learning be more fun! Enjoy the learning process man! =)

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Ride to sunrise - Night cycling 2011

It is my pleasure to be the organizing chairman for this year **Ride to sunrise - Night cycling 2011*.
This project started in November 2010. Started first meeting in March. Confirm organizing committees in October 2011. And finally 10 December 2011 is the day!

To be frank, I do not like this feeling. I had made this project like without this there will be no tomorrow. Why I said this is because I keep taking this project or projects as an excuse for not focusing my future. I do not care about what I need to be done but just living in denial.

Ultimately, it is over and completed the two-third of the project phase. The last phase is to tidy up the place and check out from the chalet.

Through this project, I had gain a lot from it. Knowing which youth club or committees are the most helpful and workable team, who is a team players and who is resourceful. The friendship that I had foster is really very precious. Shall make it stay on and keep our like minded people together and make things out of it.

Beside friendship, I had grown a lot from it. I understand more about myself throughout this four month plus journey. I am actually a very lazy and happy go lucky person. I do not fight for what I want. Just bouncing wherever I was push to and adapt to the direction. My plan keep changing and do not have a fixed and firm answer in life.

I had wasted my money and time just gambling to pass my financial test. And surprisingly, I am a persistent person. Which I have something in mind, if there is not other reason to change, I will just do it with motion. But there is no drive in it. Which ended up, I did not really study and work for the test. I wasted like my whole saving. Just to gamble whether I am always that lucky.

Eventually, I had completed my event. Now it is the time to cool down from the run! Thank you very much to Ken Ong, Wei ping, Jacqueline Ang, Chin kuan, Tiong hian, Desmond Ong, Alan Lau and lastly, our guest Steven Lim for your effortlessly support and patient. You guys are really the backbone of this wonderful project. Thank you!

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It is a waste for a day...

Wake up at 10plus in the morning. That was so late from what I had planned! I have no ideas why, I just did nothing the whole day. Play with my niece, watch video on phone!

The only point I feel energize is only I left my house and went for a swim. This is my second time! Not bad! Gonna keep this habit. After which, I got home, prepare my stuff and didn't study!! Just wasted my time and waiting for time up for me to go Senja for second round of swim!

Reached, and ask Senja why my Night cycling banner is not up yet! And head for swim! Today training is backstroke! Thought gonna die. But I manage to finish and even more!
It was a good swim indeed.

After swim, Lestes, WeiJie and I went pioneer coffeeshop for supper. I had a bowl of porridge. It is nice!
Reached home, bath and do nothing.
It is really a waste that I am unable to fulfill what I need to do!

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17.11.11 - A more productive day

I wake up pretty later than usual, started working on night cycling event. Completed writing last Sunday meeting minutes. Had approval from Pearlie that the road had officially for use. Went for a swim and distribute Yakult.

Yes. Sound good. But think I can be better. I had miss out studying, booking of my test, do my reading. And swim in the morning. Shall work on it tomorrow.

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15 November: 5th M9 test

Yahoo! I FAILED AGAIN
It is not the first paper that I took more than 4 times. M5 I managed to pass on the 5th. And now, M9 I have to take the sixth attempt.
I am not giving up. But guess I need a break from it.

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A wake up call

Wake up! Wake up!
Today I had spend a few hours studying and working on my project stuff. Eventually, I feel that I did not really study.
I always had a heavy heartfelt feeling about what I want to work as. It is also confusing and hard to explain feeling whenever thought of it.

Today, WeiDe actually said out a potion of what my heart is feeling which I keep escaping or avoiding it. I don't dare to face it.

When my friends or relatives asked me what am I doing now after my NS, I will tell them swimming instructor. Now also training to be a financial advisor. I am not confident with what I said. Afraid to say what I actually doing. There is fear in me. And I disappoint myself.

It is too late that I was not given a chance to work in Warren. But nevertheless, I need to get a job first to stable my financial first. Also, if I am manage to pass my test, I still have to find some job to cover my lost for the first few month of career first.

Anyway, thank you WeiDe for enlighten me.

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Things will never be forever

While I am waiting for WeiJie to pick me up from lakeside for coaching, I saw this old man keep shaking the bicycle rack which was newly build.
It is build so nicely and new but there will always someone itchy hand to destory it. It might not be what I see. But I believe if is not this old man, sure there will be someone doing it too. Hence, I am not surprise about stuff build by governmmet is spoiled.
Hope there will be more consider people in this world.

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A wonderful gathering with RSTA

Current situation I might be tipsy. But I am able to control my mind. I believe my mind power are quite strong.

Anyway, just dismissed from a Thailand pub. Drink quite alot and pretty fast. Before that, we had steamboat session at lai lai steamboat place. Didn't eat much as I don't feel like eating steamboat. It is a good reunion session after 4 months of ORD! Its bring back our 1 year 10 months days. But they key topic is always fishy and muscle!

It is a good catch up about our life. But ultimately, we do havr fun.

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A meaningful life failure!

Kenny Thank you

I am not trying to compare with Kenny. Instead I am actually envy about how he preceive his life! We actually finish off our conversion by saying "Wao! Enjoy life!"

We struggle to survive, we keep stressing about our goals! That too much for us to work on. And even to think of how to relax also make us feel trouble too! Hence, I was enlightened by Kenny to be carefree and enjoy life! No need to run just walk.

I actually failed my M9 test today. But I do not know why I feel nothing when I submit my result. And after leaving the room, my heart felt heavy. It is only I saw Kenny, I started to lighten myself. No hurry. No wonder. Just do it or not!

Therefore, I concluded that it is a meaningful failure to let me open my heart.

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人不可貌像，海水不可斗量

今天一早起床就想起那位帮我妈妈代体的女司就给了我这对成语。
后来，就想起伟德的遭遇。 真是令人害怕!
来! 让我从妈妈的事说起。那为女司看起来很热情又很会说话。而到了顾客的眼里，她的态度服务很差也没用心去服务顾客。搞得有些顾客也吓走了。
而伟德的遭遇真是人心难测。说到来也是多年的好朋友，公司一到了破落的时候那人赶紧逃之夭夭。流了一屁股宰而一走了之，真不付责任。

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Blur saturday

Was pretty early to wake up and feeling energies. Laying on granny bed just to wait for her to be ready from bathroom.

Drank a cup of milk, take whatever medication or tonic that she had prepared for me every morning. Then, well prepared and ready to go!

On my way to MRT, I saw bus 257 which will lead to the MRT that I am heading. Hence I just ran to the bus stop before I miss it. After boarding the packed bus, I just cannot remember to scan my ezlink to make my payment. And with my music on, I just lazy to bother what happen around me. Until I looked at the driver shouting at me!

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My first Wisdom Tooth!

My First Wisdom Tooth! 

I am wondering is this a good news or bad news! After my ORD and after 3 months, this is what I had discovered! I found my first wisdom tooth! You might be thinking that I am crazy. What a big deal of this. 

When I am serving my Nation service. I always wish that I had a wisdom tooth so that I am able to extract it out and get a period out from my service. But I do not have a chance. Sometime I do wonders why I do not have. Maybe it is good that I do not have to suffer the pain. But on and off, I do feel headache, giddiness or toothache and I still wonder why. 

There is a period I keep feeling pain and I started to assume that the wisdom tooth is growing. Feeling happy that I can experience it, and feeling worries for the pain and cost. In the end, it just a false alarm. 

This time round! It is real! Yesterday, 31 October 2011, I went out to meet Thiam Lye, Poh Heng and Kenny to catch movie - 2359 (A Singapore Production which reflect the ghost story during National service.) On my way to West mall, I flex my tongue to reach to my last tooth on the left. Here I found my little tip of my wisdom tooth! That's keep my tongue busy. 

This morning before I brush my teeth, I hurry to inform my mum about it. And started counting my upper level tooth. Total there are 15! And lower case got only 14! It is true that one more teeth extra! 

Feeling like an Astronaut!

This song somehow like expressing what I am feeling. I am seeking help. What help? I have no ideas. My mind is struggling to seek for a smooth journey to my career path and my body had restricted me from working hard. 
Excuses keep coming out. Self discipline is just not working in me. Where are they? 
Another problem that I had is that my mind cannot focus one thing at a time. When I plan to study for my test, my heart keep drifting away to worried about the night cycling event. And when that happen, I will choose not to do anything just procrastinate. "That is not good!" but I keep doing it. Rather sleep than thinking about anything related to it. 
Well, feel so great after expressing in here! 

Happy Children Day

Happy Children Day
I went to buy Set E from Mr bean at lakeside MRT. Subconsciously, I told the lady there, 我要zhu gu li! Said so confidently! And I reflected this and realize is 巧克力. Is read as qiao ke li! The one that I said was what my parent said when I was young. That was hilarious. Anyway, I am very happy to have my craving food for today breakfast.

While I am waiting for Lestes, I had my children present treat!

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船到桥头自然值

船到桥头自然
I am still sterling the handle heading aimlessly. I could not sleep. I do not know what to do. But the best way to pour things out was to blog here.

I somehow realize that I am not working hard in my life. I thought that I had went out working since I am young is already shown that I had a positive learning attitude and well grown adult. After knowing about IPP, I am not anyone who is so great. I feel useless and feel so different.

I hate myself from just saying but no actions. I do not know what I want. I am really clueless.

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Not Organized!

From my date of ORD till now, I had not done much organisation with my own store! Keep hesitating and procrastinating with what I wish to do.

Whenever I look at my stuff lying around me, I just do not feel like doing anything to it. To my reflection, I feel that to be someone who is successful will always take the first step. 千裡之行, 使于足下.

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23 September 2011 reflection

I feel like a loser!
Again failed to plan, planned to fail.
I had not completed what I wanted to work on. But I had did other things that I did not plan to. I am just feeling sad that I did not complete what I wanted to.

Started of with my day by looking after my unfriendly little girl. Then I brought MacDonald supreme breakfast to make me satisfy. With what? I don't know. Then back to my cove to entertain my cyber me! Basically, these are what I do daily now.

I realized that I had not make full use of my time. Cyber me had slow me from moving forwards. I spend entire time interacting with him instead of real life person! I neglected my family and forgo the fun with interacting with people! Now, got to know how to manage it! And today, I posted alot of motivation video and stories in here too! That was part of my happiness today!

Around 4pm, I ran to SAFRA Jurong and had a swim then ran back. While I resting for my lap swim, there is a incident happened! A man was struggling at the pool side and the life guard didn't hesitate to rescuse him. It is a complement! I am wondering people had help you and you didn't appreciate. On the other hand, when help wasn't available you just go complaint! That such a dirt! At that moment, I feel like going to the counter to complement the life guard for doing such a good deed. But I didn't! Cause I find it not relavent to me. What pull me to do it again is because I encounted the same problem and I would like to gain the pride of a life guard! Anyway, it's over.

Back home, I met Jun Yuan for dinner. Actually additional desert after meal from home. He is doing great! Well, I told him that I had put on hold for my financial line while I am trying to let go of my other activities. Additionally, I had spend more time with my family. Somehow, I feel it just an excuse! He said that I am lost! Am i? I realize I am finding my purpose of engaging in what I am doing. We had a short session but nevertheless, I am glad to meet up with friend that we had disperse from NS after ORD.

I came back home after the meet up, I realize that I am just finding reason and not striving hard for what I wish to! A wish can be fulfilled, a goal can be met, a dream can be pursued! What am I waiting for! Time wait for no man!

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Everyone can make a difference to anyone!

I saw this story and heard this story numerous times. Somehow energy die down and restart again in helping. But I do believe when we pick someone up (i.e. Starfish), we feel better too. Even I cannot help everyone, I believe I had made a difference in the one I pick up!  

Life is just like a cup of coffee

Before I watch this video, I read somewhere from 9.38 FM, Slice of life.
I am very please with this story. It really bring out the meaning of living in this world. Everyone of us really want to achieve what we want and we just neglect what around us that we also have to bring them along. Then somehow contradicting what we want and what we wish.
I lobe coffee is also because of this story. Let's enjoy the cup of coffee that we are having!

Never give up! Focus what you want!

One more to go! Never give up!

Problem!? No worries!

Problem!? No worries! 

Take a look at this video and follow what it shared. Solve your problem! Nothing is impossible! 

Leadership!

Recently I have being trying to do my usual finding of motivation. I came across this video and I find it meaningful. The quote that it use is really useful. Maybe someday we can make use of these phase to keep our life motivated and happy moving on in our life!
More to come!

Solving a problem!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HN3pm9qYAUs&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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Leadership

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7O8s6NgAck&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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22 September 2011 reflection

No more luck! It is an excuse!
After thinking through about what i had did for the past weeks, again i did not add any value in my life. All was i depend on luck to drive me around. Therefore, taking this chance for me to spend time with my family. Overall, not that bad.

I went to swim for the past 2 days. I saw books was set up to sell and i went to look at it. Somehow, it created an interest in me! I thought of collecting old books and donate it to under privilege kids. Also, i want to buy books that inspired me to read. Then my thoughts start to wonder! Books that inspired me to read!!? It sparked my mind. So now i know why M5 does not give me the kind of inspiration! I need to look for it! I think i have to start picking up myself in reading le! No more luck! Is depend whether i want it anot.

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My audience

Dear Audience,

I am really grateful to have you.
Please forgive my broken english. As I just key in without looking through for error and without disgusting it properly. But I believe you still understand what I am writing right! =p

Why I start of with this is because my Sister is one of my audience! She came back and told me I inspired her to start a blog too! That is good news too.

Alright. Now here my Sharing.

I realize I had spent more than a month doing what I do not think I should do. I am now not spending, and earning very little! I am just staying a home rotting and staring in the blank! Well, I had slowly stepping out of my room of the blank space.

Why slowly? It is because I decided to take it slowly as I am taking this moment to enjoy what I have around me. If I were to start working, the time that I spend for my family will be even lesser. After my granny went to the hospital, I realize things will be very different without her. How long will she be with me? What can I do for her to make her feel living in this world is worthwhile! What she had given me, is something that can never so easily be replace. Why is that so! It is just the heart to heart relationship that we had.

For the past days, I had push her out of house and we went suntan near by. And today, I brought her to Pioneer Mall and she saw clothing that she could wear. I was with some fear as I know that if she were to buy, she will still have problem with the fitting of the clothing. That is additional problem. After that, we went to MacDonald and I had my breakfast. Then pushes her with her Mercedes to near by neighborhood and end the trip. For the whole trip I had never get her to spend. Cause the amount that she spend on me is always more than what I can spend for her.

When I am at home, I realize that I always keep sway with other projects instead of studying. My projects is kind of worries for me. And I just send email getting people to work and I just coordinate them. And I realize after I put on hold with my Financial adviser job I started to step back with what I had done. No more revision!! I need to start.

Feel so glad that I done what I need to do. I must treasure every moment that I have. And never forget, I still need to fulfill what I want!

Thank you.

Taking a simple theory examination

This is my forth time taking M5 test already. While I am typing down my reflection, my heart keep giving me a heart pain kind of feeling. Why? The pain for failing the test? Somehow. The pain for spending money? Not really. The feeling for wasting my trip down for the test? No. The uncomfortable feeling for not giving 100% focus in it? AND THAT IS IT! 

I somehow know my answer. But is that the root of the whole problem? I keep questioning myself. I did try putting in my best to do mock questions on line and even paper. Isn't it enough? I think it is. My spend my time reading and highlighting not good? Cannot store in my brain? Indeed some only. 

During today test, I am so tie up by the few questions that I am unsure. I am confidently that out of 60 questions I can score, but the other questions, it is in a risk. From there, I start to feel low confident of myself. So after the test, I am feeling damn low. I can not forgive myself. Maybe it is just one mark more to reach 75 but I see myself end with a rush as I do not dare to look further. 

After the test, I do not wish to go back home. I just feel like finding someone to distress but I could not manage to find someone. With that draggy feeling, I went to boost my energy by eating burger king with the Hershey sundae pie! 

Career Path

I am always happy to share my career path journey. 

Before I officially ORD, I actually draw a concern to all my peers about my future. Most people will say to going to University to pursue a degree. Some will say Experience is more important. Therefore, they choose to work. Then, I ask them again. What kind of job you are looking for? Have you sent out your resume? "Don't have" is the common answer that I heard. 

But for me, I am so kiasu! One month before ORD, I had send out to various companies, mainly IT, HR, Financial industry. None of them replied expect Financial companies. 

"That is not what I want! Insurance!? No way!" But in the end, I ended up in Financial industry. 

I started off with interviews in other Financial Companies. It was to had a experience of a job interview. And, there was a day I came back home from interview and I saw my financial adviser. We had a chat and so randomly I told her, "Why not I join you!". It not out of desperate or I really like job. I feel that since there are so many financial interview that I go to, why not I work with someone that I know of. This is how I started. 

I went to meet my boss, It was a different encounter. Normally boss for interview will ask interviewee to tell them more about themselves. But my this boss, ask me more about what I needs and how I can use this job to fulfill what I wants. Well, someone told me that this is a tactic used by Financial company. For me, it does make sense. 

After meeting my boss, for the next 2 to 3 days, I have being following him. He is someone who is good in leverage on resources. Went to his other businesses and see how he train others. Contributing back to society and educating others is something that I make me look up to him!

In Financial industry, a financial adviser is very important! Educating the clients, helping them to manage their funds, and also providing a good services is what I believe we need to do! But not all advisers are like this! This is the saddest part! It will cause harm to others who they trust you to manage their finance.  And this is the reason why I do not choose to further pursue my interest of being a MOE teacher. As this show that the impact that will act on for others. 

For my boss, he is also care about not his clients, he concern his team clients. He enforce and emphasize to all his Financial advisers that we need to play our part to act on clients money. And also think about welfare and customer services that our team provide.  

With these learning and the nature of job, I believe I had make up my choice to walk down this path of life! 

Opportunities or Challenges

I am wondering what happen. Every time I had make up my mind to focus and created a well planned route. What also happening these days is that I always happen to face other situation which create a temptation for me to change my plans.


And I had make up my mind yesterday to stay focus in what I need to do. I am sorry to reject all the opportunities that I gotten but nevertheless, I promise that I will find it back in my future path. Focus is all I need. Being to know what I really what is really hard. Because all I also want. But which one will bring you what I need and after fulfilling it, I can get what I wants. 


This come to a stop after yesterday procrastination. I need to wake up and start my engine again to move off to where I suppose to go! 


Therefore, overcoming what I need to let go is never easy. But with the focus that I have, it worth deserving to let it go! Hope people who also faced the same problem hope you can solve it the way that you want to focus! 

19 days after ORD

Today, 24 August 2011. Finally I started to type my reflection. I just met up with Damien, Wen wei and Louis at pioneer mall so call supper. I am so happy that everyone got their stuff in place and well planned. On the other hand, I think I am still stuck somewhere in the forest bashing out to find a track so as to navigate myself again.

The situation now for me is like I already had a very strong sense of direction to the path that I suppose to go but there are route that also appear just right beside me and I am pretending that it is not there. And the route that I see now is not a show in my map. I keep insist to know that after bashing this thick path, I am able to see the route.

Now the question is... How thick!?
I think I had enlighten myself through this reflection.

Anyway, I had good time talking to my fellow army friends. It is so nice to see them after 20 days of ORD. They are busy mugging their study and I am here keep worrying about my future.

Keep on going! Life is full of challenges!

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A meet up with primary school friends

27 July, wednesday Ginny, Kim tian and I meet up at 230pm at jurong point. It just a random facebook chat and a impromtu meet up in the late morning.

We went to lai lai kitchen for lunch while I had 2nd round lunch. And head to starbuck. This meet up is not just a meet up. It is a recollection of my past.

Can you remember who sat beside you when you are in your primary 1 to 6 classes? Not really right! That why you need your friends to help you to recall. What are the memorable moment you had in school? Going to the field and play cooking? Playing basketball and the boy landed on a girl?

Theseare the things we shared. I have a good flash back... What is yours?

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I feel the pain.

What happen to your family when you have health problem? How worried are they towards you? They will be so worried till affected their daily routine. If they don't, this might be the reason why you are lack of family love.

I remember there was once I had gastric problem and I was in a very painful and disperse for cure situation. I had just taken the medication that was given by doctor. But that does not help. I could only scream and shout to ignore the pain. While I am doing it, people around me were just crying in their heart, feel the pain for me. I am so selfish and keep inisist that they do not understand how I am feeling.

And now, my mum was feeling pain and she did not show it. And not later, my siblings told me that she need to go for minor operation. As a child of hers, I started to feel worried. Eventhough I dun physically see her pain but I can feel her worried and fear. On the other hand, my dad also feel burden with the problem.

Now my family face difficulities, as a son what can I do? I am not financial stable and I still rely on them alot. I am workaholic keep busying outside activities. And this time round, I have to contribute back and start to take up responsibilities. Well, these are just my anger words. But putting into reality is something I need to work on.

What have I done??

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A new route found

I have being sourcing for my future path after my ORD. Sending my resume to companies, sign up for job portal, and asking around were method I use to hunt for a job. I started looking for job cause I am unsure with what I want in life. Looking back at what Terrence had asked me, I am just avoiding his question and hiding from reality.

I do not know what to study but I just do not want to waste time just to study which in fact make me delay in applying. And now, I was recommended by my financial advisor, Chye hong to join her team.

Chye hong team is lead by the top sale personnal, Anthony. The team name is 正. The meaning for this chinese name is to act as a reminder for all members to do the right thing. There is a very disciplinary culture in the team which is a good and professional way of doing as a financial advisor. Anthony lead the team with direction and he gave me a impression that nothing is impossible.

And, I am going to be part of the team! I believe in this team, I believe in the culture and I believe in Anthony. After interacting with Anthony, I have a more visionary path that I am heading now. How far is my route or how tough is my path, I can do it.

Being a financial advisor was not what I planned to do. But life change, opportunities come and go. I choose to take up this chance and I shall look ahead and move on.

Shall see me grow!

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Post clubbing

I do not know whether to be sad or laugh at them. They were basically drink too much of alcohol and they just sit outside dozing off or vomiting.
Thank care ya!

Today 7 july 2011

Now the 2nd time I am in butterfactory. What so special today is I am with Cheng wai and Stanley here drinking and clubbing. We brought a bottle of famous don't know what with ginger ale. Well, cause of that bottle, we unable to go to the dance floor to dance. Now only 1.30pm. And awaiting for the joy.

In the drinking session, I saw a number of things happening.
1st - someone just anyhow grab our bottle and trying to escape with it. But I caught it!
2nd - someone just walk beside me and touching the girl backside in front of me.
3rd - someone just push with out concern others.

Well, more to go. I hope I will be sobber and fine for tomorrow medical appointment.

What a shame!

I just do not know what happen. When I started posting something here, I am just afraid to be laughed by others or being pinpoint by people. Ultimately, I had come to a conclusion i should not be affect by what other feel or think or say about what I posted and who I am.

I agreed that I am encentric eccentric. That is me! If everyone were to be the same, what is our finger for? Can't you see that they are different length and size? Why compare and stop discriminate others by how he or she behave, how he or she appearance! I am not sure what I am here to share. But Just feel that the world there is nothing prefect and we should stop stereotype and start open up our mind to look at things positively.

Dinner time with Ming Wayn and family

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Being grateful

It was raining in the early morning and I had delay my wake up timing. I cannot delay anymore but just have to pull myself out from the comfort zone.

Wake up and was looking through my friends facebook post, everyone was sharing their gratitude towards their friends or who ever assist them in somehow or some way. It kind of given me this impression that alot of people actually know how to acknowledge others. Maybe there should be even more than just like these. Appreciating others can help one self to be more motivated and it can boost confidents! We can help them too! So everyone, lets be grateful and acknowledge everyone who you met, who scolded you, who sitting next to you, who you do not know. And lastly, is you who make this kind of thinking.

My thoughts about me blogging

I realize I had not fulfilling my main ideas for this blog. But I seriously find it alright as I have being sharing right. Habits after habits, I did not change the way I post. I did not look through and I just key in as it is.

I have being very restless everytime after my parade during monday, wednesday and friday. And on tuesday and thursday I will just occupied myself with non effective work or time.

I think the meaningful time was not spend well. So it is time for me to step out of my comfort zone. I think I have to complete the book that Felix gave it to me during his trip to singapore. After which is my effort to keep on going with my flow of good habit.

I am so happy now! I just help Wilfred return 2 books on the other hand, I actually borrow 2 books for myself. It time to work hard and strive more meaningful life. And after today mental health ambassador workshop, I am a ambassador now! There is a certain responsibilities that as a ambassador need to play. So, start in me to show a good example.

See, suppose to talk about my blog and I link to so many stuff. Anyway, I guess I am coming back to blogging le. Keep fire burning!

A dinner with SHINKers!

I am very happy to be with my SHINKers. We are friends, we are brothers and sisters, we are strangers where we meet each others after out hong kong trip. We get together with common interest and common connection that draw us together.

I am very happy to hear from jie ying for sharing that we are friends that is why she do not mind sharing her truth thoughts with us. I love to have people who are not afraid to express their emotion out.

This group created a sense of belonging and I have a group of friends who care and fill a percentage in my heart. I really appreciate them.

Thank you guys!

Study inspiration

I am a marker! Guess this is the first time in a major parade. I have being trying to stay as positive as I could no matter how bright the sun was, how long is the training and the number of re-do I did. Well, it is just the matter of want or not.

After the long hour of training, we were given a privilege to book in back camp the next day before 1pm. And off we go for the night out.

Wen wei, Louis yeo and I went to eat subway for dinner then head to mac Donald and I drink tea. I share with them about my worries for study.

1) I had missed out chances in applying into local University, it is really a waste and I might not be able to enter even I apply.
2) English result was done badly during O level exam. Will always feel that University would not want me due to my result. Even apply to moe, it will be hard. And furthermore, John Goh with GPA of 3.5 also cannot get in. Don't expect I can.
3) Apply degree from informatics academy. Will it be recognize? How well will it be? How will we learn? Will I be hardworking enough and get a first class honour? Does this certification accepted by most MNC and government sector? Will I be working in that line?
4) Study at UniSIM for IT (ERP). Which take 4 years to complete. Waste time and will it be a problem to find a job related? Or will I be working as that?

All these make me a headache. Well, I should be very happy. In my life in NS, I was being inspired by my friends. Some was doing revision for their uni, reading book and newspaper, the will power of getting their work done. It trigger me everytime! I will start to question myself... What make them carry on working or reading? What is the urges that keep thek burning? Why I cannot? What stop me from doing so? Kind of say when I were to compare.

I am very lucky to have friends who actually share with me their way of doing and as what Louis said, it is all about discipline. Well, I think they are someone I should think of when I start procrastinate! Hope I can do my best. Thank you.

Evaluation on My blog

Seriously, I am quite satify with my performance for being so enthu in blogging. I kind of enjoy with what I am doing whenever I can post my thoughts and comments.

I have to admit something. When I post, I tend to procrastinate and hold back some information. Cause I somehow just do not know how to organise my thoughts and put it down here. Also, my ang moh dame chui! And I did not make the effort to read through it and check whether is the post sound right or whether link to what I gonna share. I just don't bother.

So readers, do look through and feel free to comment. If I wrote out of point, or you do not understand what am I writing, do smack me!

To think about it, this post also suppose to link to things around the world. I.e. Singapore flooding issue, change of parliament, etc. I do not see myself posting anything relating these issue. It was kind of waste.

Well, hope I can get more time and improve what I all the while wish to! Hope there will be more readers and more friends can find my blog interesting.

Thank you.

Reading MensHealth

I did not know much about magazine. Know it existence but I just wouldn't spend money buying it just to read. It just like buying newspaper! Am I right!?

I don't think I am right. Newspaper is just a daily update about what is happening around the world while magazine is a series of information relating to a certain issue. But still, I wouldn't want to waste money buying it. On the other hand, I still wish to have it.

I was looking through my twitter and saw MensHealth tweet. Which link me to MensHealth's mobile webpage. Then I started to read the information. Such as shaving expert, how to dress well, etc. Which also start to create the urges to share about reading magazine.

Read newspaper will also be good. Cheap cheap $0.80 only. Should be able to spend that amount everyday bah! It is time to pull up my sock le!

This also remind me about my campmates Louis yeo and Chua siong pau! They kind of remind me that I need to start working hard. Louis have being buying books to read and I did question him how to carry on reading when you felt sleepy. And he reply was depend on how I find the book interesting. And Ah pau was reading a gammer booklet. And we were sharing some thoughts. I told him that sometime I do not understand when I am reading. And he told me I need to understand english and re-read if I have to before proceeding to next sentence. Which is true.

See! They are somebody that I need to learn from. They are really nice! It is time to start working hard!

Baby baby baby!

What is wrong recently? Did government increase the money for baby bonus? Do Singaporean feel more richer than the past? Or just that the world is changing and people get morn horny? Or maybe I am already in another stage of my life!

Well, face the reality then. What happening is that I felt that there are so many people who married and they just give birth. Total there are 5 of them.

There isn't anything wrong! It was just that people around me had progress. They had move to another stage of life. After married, after settle down, after carrying in tummy, now is the holding the burden part. The one month of torture; where both parents need to wake up in the middle of night feed the newly born baby. Coating the baby to sleep, etc. These are experience shared by them.

Doing so, is just the start of baby life. Guess there are more to come. All these hardwork and effort done is all about you and your own responsibilities. Baby is yours, is your precious! And I do believe, parents do reep what they sow! Be a good boy and girls ya!

Enjoy your parenthood for my dear brothers and sisters!

A long time bond

Today is just awesome! Waking up and knowing that I am unable to teach my nephew and niece swimming, I predicted that iwill be aimless for the whole day.

And well indeed. I spend my whole morning surfing net, trying to do some planning. I ended up didn't do it. At around 1130 hrs, I went out to meet Sabrina and I share with her about withdrawing from my youth group. I really have the mentality of quitting. I am really confuse as I feel it mind be very obvious if I were to quit as I cannot make much change if I do not step up to be chair. And personally, I do feel shame as I share with my peers that I will be stepping up.

Anyway, after I got home my elder sister, kim tian and rachel decided to go jurong point. And here we start! We head to jurong point, went to eat ichiban and got some privileges cause of kim tian friend work there. Follow sis to get another mobile charger, went shopping awhile, head to coffee bean for drink, and here came kim peng, follow by 5th aunt and meet Elmay at chinese garden mrt then we head to nex.

Walk and shop and stop. And finally had dinner at food junction. Went to take bus 105 and home sweet home. There is nothing special. But what matter was the presence of each other. We are not friends, we are not stranger! But we are cousins! We do not talk to each other when we are much younger. But we feel that they are present in our family tree. We do not know much about them. But we do now. Is only the gatherness will create this kind of opportunities to get people together.

Yes! Maybe we are much older and we start to interact more. But no matter how, we will still feel the sense of belonging from the same tree we are from. But is just that we have not met. And now is time, that is a long time bond that we had created today.

Family dinner

Family is not equal to friends. Both can be a pillar to lean on but still family will always be the stronger one. Friends come and go, we can choose the friends to be with. On the other hand, family there is only one. A father, a mother, brothers and sisters. There wouldn't be an incident where you can find two mothers carry you in their womb. Sibling can have many. There are just like your friends who staying with you. But whenever you need help, they can be your supporter. When anything happen to you, they will also be the one who will get direct impact from you. They get to feel about you. They get to understand you.

Having a family dinner together on the same table, it is rare to be seem nowadays. Today was a occasion where we celebrate my dad's birthday. And we have a newly member; Rong Ting a.k.a Angie. We went Owen seafood resturant where we discuss in facebook. Firstly, we had a joking manner of discussion and my second sister initialized it. During execution, no money no talk but we had respect each other decision. Overall, we have fun taking photos and playing with baby Angie.

Having a family dinner, I feel the warm and harmony. The presence of everyone is just a gift to keep everyone togetherness. The joys and laughters are the bonus that we get for being a family.

What determine a happy family? I believe is you. One self. There is always anger, fear, and dissapointment. But it is all related to how we react. How we see, and how we hold our grudges. You wanna be happy, just chill everyone down and try smile to them. You feel dissapointed, just tell them while using soft method. Everything is how we handle. If you manage it well, you and your family will also be mindful and happy too!

So what you waiting for! Go and organise a family meal now! Appreciate them by giving your presence to them!
Wish you and your family have a wonderful session.

Dealing with difficult people

Everyone have a choice to make, whether the outcome is a favourable one or a disaster will all voice down to what choice did we choose.
Personally, for the past weeks, I encounted a number of people I feel hard to deal with. And I believe it is really hard. I even came to a point not helping the person and just hope one day he or she met someone who using a method that can deal with them. I should say, I had given up on them.
In a working environment, someone was tasked with roles and responsibilities. Just that he or she did not do their part and you was being arrow to work on it. Was that fair? I don't mind helping but it got worst. You basically can just replace what ever job he or she is doing. And whenever needs help, you will be always the one get involved. Playing tai-ji is whati had learnt from him. And finding easy way out will always cause other feel that you are irresponsible.
Another one was more on commenting others while he or she did not look into mirror.
And what serious is that he or she was not tactful and direct which cause others to feel emotionally and psychologically affected. And one of my friend just summaries it as low in EQ!
A friend of my was being outcasted for very long. I just feel bad or uncomfortable for not telling but I think is good. Anyway, he or she is just very pity and bear hatred.

Young family

I was walking to pionner mrt and saw two young family. What I mean is young couple with a newly born baby. They were push the baby trolley.

What come to my mind was basically envy them. I just wish that I can have my own family soon. At least I can process to another phase of life. Why so fast? Not fast already. If we were to calculate and really have a fruitful and meaningful life, we have to start when we are still young.

When we older, our kids might be too young to join you for any happening activities. Ended up he or she will have to spend most of their time sitting beside the bed and pray for you. How much meaningful and memoriable experience you both have? On the other hand,if you are much younger, and you son or daughter are big enough and they get you involve in what ever youth experience and adventurous activities and you are still fit and strong to participate. Isn't that good?

But can we? Singapore got too many people are bounded with worries. Education, money, married, parents, housing, kids, etc. So how?

Religion

What is the things that make us trust and have faith with things that we are doing? Who is the person that we speak to when we are in difficulities while no one on earth can help? Who can be our pilliar forever?

I don't have the answer. But current thought is I, me, myself! But I still believe spritual support even thought I did not have any prove to prove its existence but I had encounter spritual support. I guess due to multi racial country, we are being expose to different believe and reasons to convince us what and who to be.
But ultimately is all our choice in life and decision we make.

Which religion teach bad or inhuman act to people? All rules and regulations are set by people, the society. Rules could just be set cause one who do not like a particular thing and others saw it and they follow without knowing why. So is that how life going to be without trying and making a different in life?

The actual life

I was shared by a friend regarding his job. He told me that after making the decision to take up the job, he find that he cannot be who he is. But overall, he have no choice but just to carry on with the unnatural self to work.

There was once when I am heading back from my life saving refresher workshop, I saw one of my friend who work in similar field who used to be my instructor was with his daughter. During the time he was my trainer, he just kind of give up and accept the fact that he have to guide the trainees. So the way he conduct was just doing for the sick of doing it. And compare to the moment that he communicate with his daughter was really a loving dad and can see the different in how committed or passionated to the thing we feel is worth investing. Well, maybe not invest but more like belonging to us.

Having a job not doing it like what we are are really tough. There are so many restriction, too many needs and wants that we want to fulfill are things that make us what we are and what we think. But ultimately, it lies in our hand. What make us feel that way? Is the society? Is our love ones? Do be positive, have a open mind which does help to be more giving and commit. People that I see are those who work to fulfill their needs, after stable, they will strive for wants.  That life!

Earning money, spending money!

What do you think about your life? What do you life for? Why are we here? 

Have all these thoughts came to your mind before? If No, guess maybe you would like to give yourself sometime to consider. 

For me, I do. Somehow these question give me a headache. There is no right or wrong answer to it. Depend where are you, what is your condition of life, people around you and so on, are factors that will affect our decision, mindset and choices that we make. 

What is our basic needs? Some time I will forget about it. Shelter, Water, Food? I have a shelter, which is free. I got the food and water, which is also free! What more to complaint!? But on the other hand, who is paying it for you to have it free? Guess most of us who are living with our family will be taking advantage on it. Yes, contributing back to family but does the amount is sufficient to pay off what you had used? No way man. Overall, our needs will just be phone bills, electronic gadgets, movie tickets, entertainments, luxury foods, cab fare, etc. We spend money just like water flowing. Is that true? Got to ask ourselves. 

We work and work and work. What is it for? We get scholarship or sponsorship for what? Pay off fees so that we can have more money to spend on what we want or to spend what we need? I have no direct answer. It is all depend on how we need the money for. As mentions that there are factors that affect our decision. Therefore, it really have to depend how one self being affect. 

Example for working for family need will be farmer. But Singapore did not have much agricultural  industry. I do not think so much on it. But i guess family who are living in poverty, they are the one being affected. I think it always started with people who are disable to be their sole-breadwinner.  And kids are young and there is no much help from relatives. They have no other source of support. 

On the other hand, people who are rich, they spend time working and provide money for family and family spend the money for them.. So that is what a family breadwinner suppose to do I guess. 

So, do use your hard earned money wisely! Do consider your future! 

  

What happen? 01

"What happen?" There will be different part. This tells me why i wasn't blogging at this or that period. At least i can somehow answer for my life.

I pause awhile is due to unable access via phone and wonder how can i use this phone to blog. And for the pass few days, i am seriously pack with stuff in camp. I have no choice everyday back to rest i have no energy to carry on blogging.

I was preparing stuff for exercise. And now, after thinking through about it, I feel that I am total busy for nothing. What ever I had done is just worrying for the sick of doing. Maybe not busy, I am just feeling so tired.

Suddenly my energy level was being drain off. I am just so tired for me to open my eyes to feel the world and create a change. Guess it is time for me to take a break!

Living my life like there is no tomorrow.

Do i have any health problem? Well, my medical check up have not given me any response! Yes and No. But just pray that nothing happening to me more like a psychological problem.

I look healthy! But look can be deceiving. I always having some internal problem which cannot be seem. Currently i'm having gastric problem due to irregular meal, or sudden greedy of food intake. So do aware of how you eat.

Well, I do not know whether did i have any problem but i think i assume the worst case which on the other hand kind of boost my moral. I think about how should i make full use of my day and yes, it does make me tired. But i really enjoy this kind of day where i had make a different in my life. Live my life with no regret!

What do you think about your life? How you should live your life?

Don't kill a child's enthusiasm

Don't kill a child's enthusiasm

I totally agree with what the parents. Well, isn't it a fact of life?
On the point as a parents, seeing the kid so enthusiastic to work on the art work and was not recognized is really a waste of effort. And I think school should take a effort to display the art work of the students at least show some appreciative ways to encourage them to showcase their work in future. 
On the other hand, looking from the school perspective, there will be limited space to display all. Well, guess is also due to their lack of time and heavy workload.  They don't really want to put in more time to consider how younger kids will think and they will just do the art show just one time session. Overall, I should say it voice down to the commitment level of the teachers. If you are just having being a teacher for the sick of money, don't be please! Cause you might just cause harm to the others who are committed educate others and also to those innocent learners. 
Guess I am drifting out too far... 


In education, I believe it take both hands to clap. There must be a devoted teacher and also a interested learner. When ever teacher teach, the learner will be attentive for absorb and gaining the insight. But if one were to give up, the others will just be giving or taking without knowing whether he or she understand. I just feel that we should not demoralize others in anyway but should encourage to do the right thing not the convenience way.  

Waking up every morning...

Morning Readers! 
Do you feel tired whenever you are waking up? Do you just dislike someone wake up? Morning blue? I guess everyone feel this way. But do you ever have any incident when you suddenly jump out from your bed due to late? dream? too much things to do that why you jump to clear your work? 
Which way is better? Feeling sleepy and trying to kick start your engine for the day or you have a thoughts in your mind and you just start your day with task? 


Well, Sleep... Is to rest your mind and body. Whether or not, both have their strengths and weaknesses. I dislike being so draggy to start my day. I need power to boost me! Like everyday with positive surprise! E.g. My mum cook great breakfast for us! This will motivate me to wake up for it! But there wouldn't be a prefect moment every time. My Mum will also feel tired which might lead you to negative impact. On the other hand, you might give your mum a negative impact too! 


I read an article about passing a smile and I put it in my way of elaboration. When I wake up, I smile to my mum, my mum feel great and she cook good food for my dad. My dad have a great meal and he fetch the school kids to school. He tell jokes to the kids and the kids feel happy and have fun in school. The teachers who teach the kids feel motivated and teach the kids more, teachers goes back from school and share with family and friends, they got inspired and the others just spread the love of passing the smiles.


Well, Life isn't always that prefect. But believing just a smile, it can make a different to one person and ever to the majority of others. I hope after reading this post, we will feel more motivated to get ourselves out from the bed and start spreading the smile to people we love and we want them to feel great too! 


Start smiling!   

Utilizing Time? How?

This thought came to my mind was just happen that everything need to be done by 6am when we can only load the store up to tonner by 6am. I was told to be there early at 5.30am. Dad was so great where he sent me down even though I was late by few minutes. By the time I reach, my friends just reach and we went for breakfast at the canteen. Then, I realized that the actual timing is at 6am. Then on, it trigger my mind to think about making full use of my time. 

Yes! additional 30 minutes I can take my breakfast. Additional timing I can sleep more! Additional Timing I can have more conversion with my grandma! Well, on that day I guess I ignore the milk that my grandma prepare for me. I also just rush without having breakfast. Through these 30 minutes more, I can actually do something that I have more joy. 

Everyday there are 24 hours. How do we really spend it? Meaningfully? Just wash off from the shore? Let's break it down. We spend 8 hours or more to sleep. With the remaining 16 or less hours, we use it to work, eat, talk, play, entertainment, passion, time for family, etc. So many things that we want to do and fulfill. Don't have time! We work for the time or the time work for us? Does the world revolve just for us or for everyone? 

Let's touch our heart! Do we actually just sleep 8 hours or less? How many hours did we spend on our own comfort? How much time did we give ourself to day dreaming and not doing anything? How many hours did we give ourself the permission for wishing time to fly fast so that we can move on for our next plan? Well, guess it somehow answer by our conscious. 

Maybe because I am a workaholic. I believe I reap what I sow. I am not trying to aim for anything but just want to make full use of my time while I am alive. I don't really sleep that much but still need sufficient rest. I also wasted a lot of my time. Like not studying hard and was lay back from my 88 years batch by 2 years. While others already started schooling in University while I am not. I am still in National Service. Well, I guess I have make full use of my time to explore my life to new things and taking any opportunities which came to me. 

By utilizing time I guess it all start from one self! 

Being aware of time is important, knowing what your focus in each and everyday of your life. Look towards and plans for next step. Have a aim on where you are heading. Come out with Schedule which keep you occupy. But do give some time for your own freedom and relaxation. 

That was all I can share. How about you? How do you make full use of your time? 

An irritation with Ivan

Well, It was just a short blast of anger with one of my army bunk mate, Ivan. I am not trying to point finger at him that everything is his fault but just want to share what I felt about the walks of my life. Before I start writing, I am not afraid about whether he will read my blog or not, whether will he be angry with me. It really what I felt about things happen between me and him. 


Well, it started not long ago when we had a few incidents where he get angry with me for some reason. I was make an effort to approach him and to find out what he felt about the various incidents which make him angry. After few weeks for not being in camp due to courses that I have to attend. We both seldom talk to each other and I felt that there are gaps between us. 


And sequence, when my friend, Justin was singing song with me in the bunk he will just interrupt the song and link to me with any kind of remarks. I will just let him bring it up. Well, there isn't any thing wrong with that. But one - two time is fine, it doesn't affect me. What make me feel irritated was that he have being doing it more and more often which kind of demoralize the way I am. Kind of interrupt my way of life. Well, just imaging that people block in your way how will you feel... 


Recently, I am not feeling well due to gastric or muscle problem. So when I am explaining to others who interested to know what happen to me, he basically interrupted halfway to the conversion and give ridicule or unpleasant remarks. Does it make one self happy? How will others think about the action? How will I feel when you said that? No sense of pity for me who sick? Sorry to be so mean. I just find that Ivan you are childish. 


I believe that I had told you before when you interact you have to be tactful. Yes! You are soft but you do think without thinking much and when things does not goes in your way, you just fare up and do your usual self which is to bang anything which come to you directly. But does that solve the problem? I doubt so. 


I do not want to tell you straight as I do not know whether you had notice how I react and I do not know whether is it my problem or your problem. So at least I had express it out in my space. I will say I am sorry if it is my problem. But if it is your problem, hope you can change it and hope there wouldn't have others feel that way but did not say anything out. 

Will You Emigrate to other country?

Just so coincidence, I went back to my bunk to rest and a strait time newspaper was left on the table. The topic that was show was about Singaporean emigrating. As the survey shown one-fifths of people range 19 to 30 would like to emigrate. 


When I start reading, there was always a doubt in my mind. Which is what is "Emigrate"? Then more questions came out to analysis this initial question. Questions such as migration and immigration, what are those words? Look so similar. So I hurry use my phone to look out for the meaning. 


This is what I found out! Emigration refer to people who go to another country to live and be their citizen. Immigration refer to people to travel to another country and will be called as immigrant. Lastly Migration usually refer to action of birds where it travel to another place for living habitat. 


Well, it quite a instead finding. Hope I get it right! 
Link to the topic. My friend Brendon actually asked me whether will I emigrate. My answer to this is Yes, but not when I am young. More likely when I am having my retirement. 


I have confident with Singapore economic. The stability, the culture, the friends, the history and my family are the most memorable things that I treasure. Living this place now will just be something that I cannot bear to do it. Recently in December, I just went for a Hong Kong Youth Exchange programme under People Association Youth Movement (PAYM). I somehow realize that Singapore Youths are empower! The government have being providing opportunities for us to take up and make a different to the society but... only a small percentage of us benefiting it. (Well, this is just my assumption)


Whether we get the benefit or not, living in Singapore is already a privilege. Government have being taking good care of us; We reap what we sow. If we were to work for our life, we will be given what we want! So are you working hard enough to deserve what you want? 

情非得已

Just so random, I feel this song is easy to sing. I trying to find it from YouTube but the original Music Video was no where to be found. Well, I would like to share with you this song. If you know about this song, do sit back and enjoy this song! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZODVUV884s

Nán Yǐ Wànɡ Jì Chū Cì Jiàn Nǐ
难以忘记初次见你
Yì Shuānɡ Mí Rén De Yǎn Jīnɡ
一双迷人的眼睛
Zài Wǒ Nǎo Hǎi Lǐ Nǐ De Shēn Yǐnɡ Huī Sàn Bú Qù
在我脑海里你的身影挥散不去
Wò Nǐ De Shuānɡ Shǒu Gǎn Jué Nǐ De Wēn Róu
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
Zhēn De Yǒu Diǎn Tòu Bú Guò Qì
真的有点透不过气
Nǐ De Tiān Zhēn Wǒ Xiǎnɡ Zhēn Xī
你的天真我想珍惜
Kàn Dào Nǐ Shòu Wěi Qū Wǒ Huì Shānɡ Xīn
看到你受委屈我会伤心
Zhī Pà Wǒ Zì Jǐ Huì ài Shànɡ Nǐ
只怕我自己会爱上你
Bù Gǎn Rànɡ Zì Jǐ Kào De Tài Jìn
不敢让自己靠的太近
Pà Wǒ Méi Shén Me Nénɡ Gòu Gěi Nǐ
怕我没什么能够给你
ài Nǐ Yě Xū Yào Hěn Dà De Yǒnɡ Qì
爱你也需要很大的勇气
Yě Hǔ Yǒu Tiān Huì Qínɡ Bú Zì Jīn
也许有天会情不自禁
Xiǎnɡ Niàn Zhī Rànɡ Zì Jǐ Kǔ Le Zì Jǐ
想念只让自己苦了自己
ài Shànɡ Nǐ Shì Wǒ Qínɡ Fēi Dé Yǐ
爱上你是我情非得已
Shén Me Yuán Yīn
什么原因
Wǒ Jìnɡ Rán Yòu Huì Yù Jiàn Nǐ
我竟然又会遇见你
Wǒ Zhēn De Zhēn De Bú Yuàn Yì
我真的真的不愿意
Jiù Zhè Yànɡ Xiàn Rù ài De Xiàn Jǐnɡ
就这样陷入爱的陷阱

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OneRepublic - Say (All I Need)

It will be just the beginning!

I was looking at my previous reflection that I had in my phone and laptop, I decide to set up this living room. This name was given by my coach, Wei De long ago. And I decided to use it is because Living room is a place where I entertain my guest, do my reflection, spend my time doing my stuff especially talking about life, sharing about experiences. Therefore, I would like to open this blog to everyone, anyone to be part of my life and walk together with me!

This might seem silly. I do not like to hide anything. I would like to share what ever good or bad, real or fake, agree or disagree, happy or sad. Keeping something within self will basically fill up the water that i have to overflow but still some water will still remain inside.

I believe I had gain numorous numerous experiences in my life. Hence, I would like to pen down my thoughts and feeling in my living room. And hope my audience can feel free to share their thoughts and feeling too in this place - Living Room!

How often will I commit? I am not sure! I will take this place as a place where I need to bang the wall, I will be here to bang on it! Whether will I feel pain, that is how hard I bang, how deep my thoughts was shared. But still, I will try to make things happen!

Currently, I was exposed to various information around me! Such as newspapers, YouTube, Blogs, Facebook, Magazine, words of mouth etc. In the past I don't even bother look at it. Living my life just what come to me! That is not the best way. My general knowledge will just only be what I had experienced. Hence, I feel that I should find out more things more than what is happening to me. In fact, I need to know what is happening around me and best to the world.

So, with this Blog, I can try to draw out topics that I might not sure but I put it in my own perspective and share with others. Then people out there can help to educate me to give me a clear understanding.
Alright! This is the start of the living room! More to come!

Welcome to my Living Room!

Regards,
Lim Zhi Wang