Wake up! Wake up!
Today I had spend a few hours studying and working on my project stuff. Eventually, I feel that I did not really study.
I always had a heavy heartfelt feeling about what I want to work as. It is also confusing and hard to explain feeling whenever thought of it.
Today, WeiDe actually said out a potion of what my heart is feeling which I keep escaping or avoiding it. I don't dare to face it.
When my friends or relatives asked me what am I doing now after my NS, I will tell them swimming instructor. Now also training to be a financial advisor. I am not confident with what I said. Afraid to say what I actually doing. There is fear in me. And I disappoint myself.
It is too late that I was not given a chance to work in Warren. But nevertheless, I need to get a job first to stable my financial first. Also, if I am manage to pass my test, I still have to find some job to cover my lost for the first few month of career first.
Anyway, thank you WeiDe for enlighten me.
Today I had spend a few hours studying and working on my project stuff. Eventually, I feel that I did not really study.
I always had a heavy heartfelt feeling about what I want to work as. It is also confusing and hard to explain feeling whenever thought of it.
Today, WeiDe actually said out a potion of what my heart is feeling which I keep escaping or avoiding it. I don't dare to face it.
When my friends or relatives asked me what am I doing now after my NS, I will tell them swimming instructor. Now also training to be a financial advisor. I am not confident with what I said. Afraid to say what I actually doing. There is fear in me. And I disappoint myself.
It is too late that I was not given a chance to work in Warren. But nevertheless, I need to get a job first to stable my financial first. Also, if I am manage to pass my test, I still have to find some job to cover my lost for the first few month of career first.
Anyway, thank you WeiDe for enlighten me.
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