I feel like a loser!
Again failed to plan, planned to fail.
I had not completed what I wanted to work on. But I had did other things that I did not plan to. I am just feeling sad that I did not complete what I wanted to.
Started of with my day by looking after my unfriendly little girl. Then I brought MacDonald supreme breakfast to make me satisfy. With what? I don't know. Then back to my cove to entertain my cyber me! Basically, these are what I do daily now.
I realized that I had not make full use of my time. Cyber me had slow me from moving forwards. I spend entire time interacting with him instead of real life person! I neglected my family and forgo the fun with interacting with people! Now, got to know how to manage it! And today, I posted alot of motivation video and stories in here too! That was part of my happiness today!
Around 4pm, I ran to SAFRA Jurong and had a swim then ran back. While I resting for my lap swim, there is a incident happened! A man was struggling at the pool side and the life guard didn't hesitate to rescuse him. It is a complement! I am wondering people had help you and you didn't appreciate. On the other hand, when help wasn't available you just go complaint! That such a dirt! At that moment, I feel like going to the counter to complement the life guard for doing such a good deed. But I didn't! Cause I find it not relavent to me. What pull me to do it again is because I encounted the same problem and I would like to gain the pride of a life guard! Anyway, it's over.
Back home, I met Jun Yuan for dinner. Actually additional desert after meal from home. He is doing great! Well, I told him that I had put on hold for my financial line while I am trying to let go of my other activities. Additionally, I had spend more time with my family. Somehow, I feel it just an excuse! He said that I am lost! Am i? I realize I am finding my purpose of engaging in what I am doing. We had a short session but nevertheless, I am glad to meet up with friend that we had disperse from NS after ORD.
I came back home after the meet up, I realize that I am just finding reason and not striving hard for what I wish to! A wish can be fulfilled, a goal can be met, a dream can be pursued! What am I waiting for! Time wait for no man!
Again failed to plan, planned to fail.
I had not completed what I wanted to work on. But I had did other things that I did not plan to. I am just feeling sad that I did not complete what I wanted to.
Started of with my day by looking after my unfriendly little girl. Then I brought MacDonald supreme breakfast to make me satisfy. With what? I don't know. Then back to my cove to entertain my cyber me! Basically, these are what I do daily now.
I realized that I had not make full use of my time. Cyber me had slow me from moving forwards. I spend entire time interacting with him instead of real life person! I neglected my family and forgo the fun with interacting with people! Now, got to know how to manage it! And today, I posted alot of motivation video and stories in here too! That was part of my happiness today!
Around 4pm, I ran to SAFRA Jurong and had a swim then ran back. While I resting for my lap swim, there is a incident happened! A man was struggling at the pool side and the life guard didn't hesitate to rescuse him. It is a complement! I am wondering people had help you and you didn't appreciate. On the other hand, when help wasn't available you just go complaint! That such a dirt! At that moment, I feel like going to the counter to complement the life guard for doing such a good deed. But I didn't! Cause I find it not relavent to me. What pull me to do it again is because I encounted the same problem and I would like to gain the pride of a life guard! Anyway, it's over.
Back home, I met Jun Yuan for dinner. Actually additional desert after meal from home. He is doing great! Well, I told him that I had put on hold for my financial line while I am trying to let go of my other activities. Additionally, I had spend more time with my family. Somehow, I feel it just an excuse! He said that I am lost! Am i? I realize I am finding my purpose of engaging in what I am doing. We had a short session but nevertheless, I am glad to meet up with friend that we had disperse from NS after ORD.
I came back home after the meet up, I realize that I am just finding reason and not striving hard for what I wish to! A wish can be fulfilled, a goal can be met, a dream can be pursued! What am I waiting for! Time wait for no man!
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